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Mid-forties now. Mid-20s me would be surprised to know that yes, he does have major depression and doesn’t have to just find a way to work around that. A lot of great things came after that, but many unnecessarily bad things in the interim. Now I’m just what I feel to be a normal amount of depressed! 😅
I’ve had a couple jobs at 2 very large pharma companies. Most of us are not actually working for said pharma companies, we’re contracted labor, so even if we do a great job, they can just decide one day they want to go with someone else. Sometimes you’ll get picked up by the next provider, sometimes not.
They just fired the heads of who I’m working for now and the company I was working for before this (doing literally the same job) because the pharma company was just “let’s try something new” this month.
The previous site/different pharma I was at, we got replaced by a larger vendor and they said they already had people for my job, so I got the boot. I’m friends with the manager for that job outside of work and he says the new provider basically trashed everything and gave him a random asst. manager he can’t get rid of who trashed all the relationships we built up.
Literally feels like I’m basically a Pokemon card they can swap in and out of the deck when they want. It’s a different feeling from other jobs because pleasing my boss or end users isn’t enough, because there’s both people on site or around the world that can just get bored of the company I work for and just kick us out at will.