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“meant to be”

That’s the thing. Everything is always in the future. Everything’s always tomorrow. Everything is always over the horizon, and then everything will be as it should be. Life’s treated like an inconvenient, high maintenance gift we didn’t ask for. “Don’t fuck it up. Dont fuck it up. Always become. Never just be”

Look if I have an opportunity to transition I will. There’d be no reason not to. But I’d still be me. And that’s really all I want. I want to be me right now and then die when it’s time.

I don’t worry myself about wasting life. At least not in the way people often mean it.

I’m closeted. Also not attempted any transitioning. I take the “female” role on discord, and that’s the best I can do.

Wow so brave.

I mean I agree.

But like. Ok, cool.